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Decades plagued by social anxiety and depression. The reality of daily anxiety situations. Alongside this, the idea of a way out and the feeling of liberation gained through it.
Jahrzehnte von sozialen Ängsten und Depressionen geplagt. Die Realität täglicher Angstsituationen. Daneben die Vorstellung von einem Ausweg und dem damit gewonnenen Gefühl der Befreiung.
Song Info
| Release date | July 27, 2023 |
| Vocal performance | anonymous |
| Music written by | Criz Moka |
| Lyrics and Topline | Criz Moka |
| Production | Etienne Pelosoff Criz Moka |
Lyrics
I leave the house
Assume sacrificial posture
I look anxiously left and right
I scan all the people around me
For they intent to harm me
Not all .. but almost all
Want to bully me
There’s someone laughing again
Surely at me
I look down at myself
Do I have bird shit on me?
Do I have different socks on?
Laughter
I feel ashamed
Change the side of the street
Escape
Quickly away
I …
I dive into the sky
When I jump for my freedom
Yeah!
In the office
Colleagues next door whisper
I don’t quite understand them
But what they say seems to be about me
They bully me!
They doubt my competence!
And in a moment I am afraid
Trembling
Sweaty
In a moment I’m sure I’ll embarrass myself
Panic
Forgot what I wanted to say
Blackout
I am completely blocked
Everyone kills me with their looks
Heart palpitations
I want to die
Only to escape
Depression again …
Again
Feels …
It feels like flying
But I’ve just been falling for so long
Mhm
And all is fading
No more tears
No pain
Shame
No more fears!
And no tears
Pain
Shame
I …
I dive into the sky
But I’ve just been falling for so long
Mhm
And all is fading
No more tears
No pain
Shame
No more fears!
And no tears
Pain
Shame
Assume sacrificial posture
I look anxiously left and right
I scan all the people around me
For they intent to harm me
Not all .. but almost all
Want to bully me
There’s someone laughing again
Surely at me
I look down at myself
Do I have bird shit on me?
Do I have different socks on?
Laughter
I feel ashamed
Change the side of the street
Escape
Quickly away
I …
I dive into the sky
When I jump for my freedom
Yeah!
In the office
Colleagues next door whisper
I don’t quite understand them
But what they say seems to be about me
They bully me!
They doubt my competence!
And in a moment I am afraid
Trembling
Sweaty
In a moment I’m sure I’ll embarrass myself
Panic
Forgot what I wanted to say
Blackout
I am completely blocked
Everyone kills me with their looks
Heart palpitations
I want to die
Only to escape
Depression again …
Again
Feels …
It feels like flying
But I’ve just been falling for so long
Mhm
And all is fading
No more tears
No pain
Shame
No more fears!
And no tears
Pain
Shame
I …
I dive into the sky
But I’ve just been falling for so long
Mhm
And all is fading
No more tears
No pain
Shame
No more fears!
And no tears
Pain
Shame
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